My Summer of Strength

On your mark, get set, GO….my routine season of doctor visits. Last Friday, the radiologist, next week the surgeon and gynecologist, and a week after that, the oncologist! I really appreciate these professionals and I am so thankful for my wonderful team, but these visits bring about memories, poking and prodding, machines, x-rays and forms, money and money! Don’t get me wrong, I have great insurance, but the gas, parking, medicines, medical bracelet, sleeves for my lymphedema, medical mani/pedis, special bras, no hair, hair appointments, healthier habits, organic, natural, wholistic remedies, you name it, I’ve spent it!

So Friday, was my one year follow up to radiation appointment. I have the pleasure of seeing this doctor only annually. The receptionist and nurse remembered me. It’s amazing how you impact others without knowing it. My positive attitude and smile despite my storm was memorable.

I’ve been told that I have an “interesting “way of looking at life. “I don’t know how you stay so calm…”, “You have the patience of Job…”, “You’re a better one than me…”, just a few phrases that have marked others’ understanding of me. The only way for me to explain it, is that I’ve been given what I can handle and I need to go and handle it!

Last summer this time I was receiving radiation treatments everyday during the summer and finishing my CANcer infusions. I was fatigued, in pain, weak and not enjoying my summer at all. I was being tested by this diagnosis; I couldn’t travel or even enjoy my pool or the outdoors! My body was on standby and my taste buds were periodically on leave. Instead of thinking about the upcoming school year (…teachers are always thinking about school and students and learning and teaching…📚📚📚), I was debating a major surgery that in the long run, could save my life. What a bummer summer! But, I was alive!

This summer, I am strong, can visit my pool and enjoy ALL of the outdoors! I can eat any and everything and I unapologetically do! This is my summer of strength, my mind, my body and my soul. I feel as though I’m in the next chapter of healing which is rebuilding and re-establishing my health. As a CANcer patient, I have realized I never want to have things back the way they were, I want things to be better. I want to have healthier habits, spend more time with family and friends and live every moment with purpose.

This summer I feel empowered and ready to take on any challenges that are forthcoming. I know what I’ve been through and I now know where I’m going!  I look forward to these appointments as I claim the goodness!

This summer is my Summer of Strength…

My CANcer Wisdom to You: Every season has a reason. Your summer is for movement after the rebirth of spring. Use this time to strengthen your mind. Be positive, smile, and live!